Bodybuilding or Overall Health?

[jnaz331]

intersting thread.
I know for one I always envision myself being as big as an ifbb pro even though I dont run gear or live the lifestyle of a pro. That way , I always have that desire to keep pressing on as if one day Iwill hit that magical rep that will magically yield all of the secret gains of the universe.
Anyway ,when I was cutting last year I felt like a true"athlete" , all that running and such, but I hate putting on a shirt and dissapearing. So when I bulk , people say "damn Jay youre gettin big". However I feel strong but get winded and groan when I have to tie my shoe!!! I guess Im lookin for the happy medium that I will never find so I keep on pressin' on.
I think if we knew 100 percent what we wanted, we probably wouldnt want it so much.